your love fills me with wonder;
the world seems bright and fresh.
your love makes me see all
in a new and different way.

we dance, we talk, we walk,
our minds connect like magic.
the world dissolves in bliss,
and the joy is so complete.

and then it happens.

the radiant crystal ball of the world shatters
into a thousand pieces.


i cannot hold the loss.
life is weak and gray.
my heart feels so alone.
even walking hurts.


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